{"id":2015,"date":"2011-05-17T12:59:20","date_gmt":"2011-05-17T12:59:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.faceofmalawi.com\/?p=2015"},"modified":"2011-05-17T12:59:20","modified_gmt":"2011-05-17T12:59:20","slug":"asking-god-about-the-date-you-will-die-hiv-testing-as-a-zone-of-uncertainty-in-rural-malawi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/new.faceofmalawi.com\/index.php\/2011\/05\/17\/asking-god-about-the-date-you-will-die-hiv-testing-as-a-zone-of-uncertainty-in-rural-malawi\/","title":{"rendered":"Asking God about the date you will die: HIV testing as a zone of uncertainty in rural Malawi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-2016\" title=\"images\" src=\"http:\/\/www.faceofmalawi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/images.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"259\" height=\"194\" \/>Amy Kaler<sup>1<\/sup> and  Susan Watkins<sup>2<\/sup><\/div>\n<div><sup>1<\/sup>University of Alberta. Email: <a href=\"mailto:akaler@ualberta.ca\">akaler@ualberta.ca<\/a><\/div>\n<p><sup>2<\/sup>University of Pennsylvania\/UCLA. Email: <a href=\"mailto:swatkins@ccpr.ucla.edu\">swatkins@ccpr.ucla.edu<\/a><\/p>\n<div><strong>Abstract<\/strong><\/div>\n<div id=\"__abstractid3378989content\">\n<div id=\"P1\">Testing  for HIV is becoming more available in Africa. Global advocates of  testing see it as key to AIDS prevention. However, testing is not always  perceived as a good thing by people at risk. Here, we consider testing  from the perspective of people in a high-prevalence community. Using  qualitative data from rural Malawi, we show that the decision to test is  not as straightforward as suggested in the testing advocacy literature,  but is marked by uncertainty and ambivalence. Reluctance to test is  connected to the perception that testing inevitably leads to a positive  diagnosis, and subsequent deterioration and death. This fear is in turn  linked to overestimation of the transmissibility of HIV. We recommend  that testing advocates address this concern that being tested means  having a death sentence pronounced, and emphasize the benefits of  testing for the majority who are HIV-negative, as well as the minority  who are HIV-positive.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S1\">\n<div id=\"S1titletitle\">\n<div><strong>1. Introduction<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S1content\">\n<div id=\"P2\">In  the past few years testing for HIV has become widely available in  sub-Saharan Africa. International organizations and national governments  promote testing by making it accessible and free, and by energetic  campaigns encouraging citizens to seek it out. From the perspective of  testing advocates it is a valuable, even critical, addition to the  arsenal of HIV prevention activities. Specifically, proponents of  testing expect that those who are positive will be motivated to ensure  that they do not transmit their infection to others, while those who  learn they are negative will be motivated to be even more risk-averse.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P3\">The  availability of testing, however, is not always perceived as an  unambiguously good thing by the millions in Sub-Saharan Africa who are  unaware of their serostatus. People who believe they have never risked  infection may see no need for testing, and they may be right. Those who  believe they are certain to have contracted the virus may also see no  need for testing &#8212; for, in effect, \u201casking God about the date you will  die.\u201d<\/div>\n<div id=\"P4\">In this paper we consider  testing from the perspective of ordinary people in a high-prevalence  region, the same people whom the global HIV prevention community  believes will most benefit from it. Using a set of ethnographic journals  written by local field assistants living in rural Malawi, we show that  when people talk informally with each other about AIDS, issues of risk,  behavior change, and agency are perceived as neither simple nor  self-evident, but are marked by great uncertainty.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN2\">3<\/a><\/sup> Neither the public health nor the social science literature deals well  with uncertainty. Much like the policy statements disseminated by the  global AIDS community and reflected in official Malawian documents, most  publications on AIDS in African communities, especially those oriented  to influencing programs or policies, produce definite, unequivocal  statements. \u201cAIDS orphans are a growing problem in the community\u201d or  \u201cyoung people have negative attitudes towards condom use\u201d (to name two  of the current preoccupations in the literature) are presented as  unambiguous truths, as certainties. In contrast, the ambivalence and  equivocation that we find in AIDS-talk in rural communities in Malawi  does not often find expression in policies and programs. Ambivalence and  equivocation, however, may be a more accurate reflection of the  realities of AIDS in rural Malawi than definite and positive statements<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN3\">4<\/a><\/sup>.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P5\">We  draw a parallel between responses to HIV testing and previous responses  to the epidemic itself, in order to suggest that the uncertainty that  now characterizes talk about testing in rural Malawi may come to be  resolved. Previous work using ethnographic journals showed that early in  the epidemic there was great uncertainty about whether it was possible  to prevent HIV by changing one\u2019s behavior (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15110420\">Kaler 2004a<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R44\">Watkins 2004<\/a>]).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN4\">5<\/a><\/sup> Men in particular appeared to be divided on the question of whether or  not behavior change to reduce one\u2019s risk of contracting HIV was worth  the effort (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15110420\">Kaler 2004a<\/a>).  The effort involved in switching to condom use or struggling against  one\u2019s desires for sex appeared large to them, and the benefits  uncertain, as one might have already contracted the virus from earlier  risky sex. In any case it was widely perceived that even those who had  so far escaped infection were still likely to die of AIDS, either  because HIV infection and death were fated, whether by God or destiny,  or because of the power of natural urges.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P6\">Subsequently,  however, that uncertainty about HIV prevention largely vanished. The  possibility of catching HIV and dying has come to be seen as a result of  willful disregard of danger \u2013 now that everyone knows about HIV and  AIDS-related information is everywhere, putting oneself at risk of HIV  is a deliberate act, undertaken in full knowledge of the possible  consequences. An example illustrates. Here the field assistant and two  other men are discussing their lives and loves as they farm:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P7\">B.  said that \u2026 nine months had passed since he had sex with his sexual  partners in Thyolo [a town in the east of Malawi] without using condoms.  He said that nowadays he is looking after his life properly and has a  healthy life, and if he had already caught it [HIV], let it be the only  virus which entered into his body and he didn\u2019t want to add [more  viruses] for life is so precious nowadays. He said that \u2026 he will not  say he is not going to be having sex, but he said he [will be] using  \u2018brake pads\u2019 [condoms]!<\/div>\n<div id=\"P8\">K. said  that taking [getting] AIDS nowadays is by choice. He said that there  are lots of messages concerning AIDS and people who follow them are the  ones who stay longer in life without dying of it. He continued saying  that taking AIDS nowadays is by the choice of the man for there are many  condoms that are distributed free of charge and if you want to buy them  in shops, \u2026 you can afford it, for it\u2019s cheap. (Simon 060106).<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P9\">This transformation in  discourse was accomplished through frequent and often intense  discussions in local social networks. These interactions with friends,  relatives and neighbors now emphasize that prevention is feasible and  effective, so much so that speakers criticize those who they believe  have contracted AIDS because they ignored the government\u2019s prevention  messages and the good advice of their friends, relatives and neighbors.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P10\">There  are, however, new sources of uncertainty. The institutional and  therapeutic context has changed, as it has in other high-prevalence  countries in sub-Saharan Africa. There are new possibilities for testing  and treatment, and new messages announcing that it is important to  \u201cknow your status\u201d so that you can be counseled on how to \u201clive  positively\u201d with HIV. As we will show in this paper these new  possibilities and the accompanying directives from the international  prevention community and the Government of Malawi have generated new  zones of uncertainty. Although talk about testing now displays the  ambivalence and equivocation that formerly coalesced around behavior  change to prevent infection, that same talk may eventually resolve the  uncertainty about testing.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P11\">The  ethnographic journals show that the existence of testing was a topic of  conversation by 2002. Then it was considered as a theoretically  possible course of action, but one that was located in cities,  geographically and conceptually distant from everyday life. By 2005 the  expansion of testing facilities and the provision of free antiretroviral  drugs had made testing and treatment much more concrete. At the same  time, however, these new options generated new debates. In the excerpt  below, a field assistant overheard two men chatting on a bus. The first  man says he is on his way to get a HIV test, the second one postulates a  positive HIV diagnosis, the first replies that the advantage of the  diagnosis is that one can be advised \u201con medical grounds\u201d what to do.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P12\">The  whole story started when these two started to ask each other where they  were going. The first gentlemen said he was going to Blantyre to buy  goods for his shop while the other one said he was going to Zomba for  voluntary counseling and testing.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P13\">Then  the other man asked him, while puzzled, saying \u201c[why] have one\u2019s blood  tested, why [not] just staying [without testing]? If one has got  HIV\/AIDS he will start to get sick, [there is no need] to go and have  one\u2019s blood tested. \u2026 I cannot go for blood test because once they tell  me at the hospital that I am HIV positive that means I am already dead  and there is nothing I can do in my life because I will know for sure  that no matter what, my life is gone, so it is better just to stay  without knowing your blood status\u201d. His friend [said] \u201cWhat do you mean  by saying once you are found HIV positive you will do nothing?\u201d He  answered back confidently \u201cI cannot work hard in everything, like making  plans for my future life or doing development work at my home, or  finding means to get money \u2026 since I [would] know already that I am HIV  positive and dead\u201d.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P14\">His friend  \u2026 shook his head in disagreement. \u2026 \u201cI think you are very much far  [away from the truth] in your mind by what you are saying about  voluntary counseling and testing. \u2026 Let\u2019s suppose one is found with HIV,  you are advised on what foods to eat, you are also advised on medical  grounds and how you can avoid spreading the disease to others and also  how you can avoid increasing the virus in your body just for you to stay  long period of time before you die. And if one followed the  instructions given at the VCT, he can stay for over twenty years with  HIV before he starts suffering and dies, not that once you are found HIV  positive it means you\u2019re dead\u201d. (Chikondi_050212)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P15\">Before 2003 none of the field  assistants reported more than one or two conversations about testing in  a year. These often referred to announcements on the radio or in the  newspapers or to people who went to the city, were tested, and died soon  after. By 2004 we begin to see more references to relatives and friends  in the village who had been tested, and by 2006 we begin to read of  people who were once thin and dying of AIDS but are now seen to be plump  and healthy due to the new medicines.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P16\">Before  presenting further local perspectives on testing, we briefly describe  the perspectives of the global AIDS community and the Government of  Malawi, followed by a description of our data and analytic methods and  then our analysis. We show that there is considerable uncertainty about  testing in rural Malawi, both within individuals who are ambivalent  about the goodness of testing and across the wider community, as some  argue for testing and others against it. As testing becomes more  ordinary we expect that the discourse in local social networks about the  \u201cgoodness of testing\u201d and \u201cthe badness of testing\u201d will change, just as  earlier uncertainty about the possibility of behavior change has  largely been resolved in these communities. Our larger, and we believe  more generalizable point, is that what appear to distant advocates as  certainties may not be perceived as certain by the recipients of their  advice. Thus programs and policies based on confident assertions may not  be as effective as those that identify and respond to evidence of  uncertainty.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S2\">\n<div id=\"S2titletitle\">\n<div><strong>2. HIV testing and the fight against AIDS<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S2content\">\n<div id=\"P17\">The  vast expansion of opportunities for Voluntary Counseling and Testing  (VCT) in rural Malawi is a consequence of the prominence of advocates of  VCT in the global AIDS prevention community and the response of  international donor organizations to advocates\u2019 calls for vastly  increased funding. The public statements promoting testing are  confident, just as earlier calls for behavior change through abstinence,  fidelity and condom use had been. The World Health Organization has  made testing the first of its strategic priorities for tackling HIV,  ahead of prevention, treatment expansion, strengthening national health  systems and better epidemiological information (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R45\">WHO 2007<\/a>).  In 2003 Kevin DeCock, director of the WHO Department of HIV\/AIDS,  declared that \u201cUniversal voluntary knowledge of HIV serostatus should be  a prevention goal\u201d and that \u201cfacilitation of HIV testing is central to  responding effectively to the epidemic in Africa\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R14\">De Cock et al. 2003<\/a>:1847).  Shortly thereafter UNAIDS and WHO issued a joint statement on testing,  asserting that \u201camong the interventions that play a pivotal role in both  prevention and treatment, testing and counseling stand out as  paramount\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R42\">UNAIDS\/WHO 2004<\/a>).  This position on the critical importance of testing has been maintained  up to the present, as in UNAIDS\u2019 recent policy brief on testing:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P18\">UNAIDS  and WHO are supporting a major expansion of access to HIV testing and  counseling through the scaling up of client-initiated testing and  counseling services and through the expansion of provider-initiated  testing and counseling services in health care settings. Such efforts  are not only necessary to improve the health of individuals, they are  also necessary to achieve universal access to prevention, treatment,  care and support and to mount effective responses against HIV. (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R43\">UNAIDS 2008<\/a>)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P19\">The Gates Foundation, the  largest funder of HIV programming in the world, has called for expansion  of testing to be an integral part of scaling-up treatment, and leading  multilateral organizations have concurred (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R17\">GHPWG 2004<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P20\">Many  African leaders in AIDS prevention have also publicly expressed great  confidence in the expansion of testing. Karim, Karim, and Baxter, for  example, argue with no caveats that testing should be the cornerstone of  a comprehensive AIDS prevention and treatment program for South Africa (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R22\">Karim et al. 2003<\/a>:1499).  In South Africa, AIDS organizations even launched a national contest to  win 100,000 Rand, which required proof of testing to enter.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P21\">The  Government of Malawi echoed such calls for increased testing even  before testing facilities were available to the 85% of the population  that lives in the rural areas. Long before rural Malawians could have a  reasonable hope of getting tested, after attending a United Nations  summit on AIDS the Minister of Health distributed a press release saying  that VCT must be available and accessible to all (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R5\">Banda 2001<\/a>).  In Malawi\u2019s application to the Global Fund for AIDS, Tuberculosis and  Malaria, VCT was justified as seen as a basis for entry into support  services for those with AIDS, but also as \u201c\u2026a strategy for change of  sexual lifestyle for the prevention of HIV infection\u2026.\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R34\">Republic of Malawi n.d.<\/a>: 24).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P22\">The  media brought VCT to the attention of citizens, both through coverage  of official statements and through feature articles and opinion pieces.  An analysis of all surviving newspaper articles on AIDS published in one  of Malawi\u2019s major newspapers, <em>The Daily Times,<\/em> found 8  articles on VCT in 2001 and 2002, with titles such as \u201cAIDS and Us:  Testing and HIV\u201d, \u201cAIDS and Us: Living With HIV\u201d and \u201cAIDS and Us: What  HIV Counseling Is\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R11\">Chisi 2001a<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R12\">2001b<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R13\">2001c<\/a>).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN5\">6<\/a><\/sup> Newspapers are available in rural Malawi, and press coverage is  mentioned in the earliest conversations about testing and treatment,  which begin to appear in our ethnographic data at that time.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P23\">Malawi  was one of the first two countries to receive support from the Global  Fund. By late 2004 and early 2005 testing began to be available in the  rural areas, first at district hospitals and then at clinics. Access  expanded rapidly, such that by mid-2006 there were 325 facilities with  the capacity to test for HIV and 1505 trained counselors (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R35\">Republic of Malawi 2006<\/a>:  20). The Ministry of Health initiated a \u201cTesting Week\u201d in 2006, during  which testing was also available at an additional 324 temporary outreach  sites (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R35\">Republic of Malawi 2006<\/a>, Table 5, p.21). The theme of the campaign was \u201cPlan Your Future: Go for HIV Testing Today.\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R35\">Republic of Malawi 2006<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P24\">The  rationale presented in the planning documents for Testing Week was that  it would be first, a gateway to treatment, and second, an opportunity  to deliver prevention messages to those who were infected and those who  were negative:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P25\">The  benefits of knowing one\u2019s HIV sero-status are now well known and [more]  easily accessible than at any other point in time since the epidemic  was known in this country in 1985. HIV testing is an entry point to  access highly active antiretroviral therapy if that person is found HIV  positive and is eligible. Antiretroviral therapy has dramatically  improved the quality and duration of life for many Malawians living with  HIV and may also reduce the risk for transmission by decreasing the  viral load. HIV testing also affords one an opportunity to access other  key HIV and AIDS care, support and preventive services. (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R35\">Republic of Malawi 2006<\/a>:2)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P26\">At this time HIV prevalence  in Malawi was approximately 12%; thus the vast majority of Malawians  were HIV-negative. Yet the benefits of testing for those who were not  HIV-positive received short shrift in the document, which stated simply  that:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P27\">For the majority \u2026 who are not infected, HIV testing and counselling will assist in reducing risk behaviour for HIV infection (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R35\">Republic of Malawi 2006<\/a>: 26).<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P28\">Along similar lines, in  launching the Testing Week campaign, the Minister of Health said that  \u201cHIV\/Aids prevention efforts could come to naught if people do not come  forward for treatment because they do not know they carry the virus.\u201d  That only 15% of sexually active Malawians knew their results, she  added, \u201cposes a great threat to prevention efforts\u2026\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R25\">Mail and Guardian 2006<\/a>).  The educational material used to train counsellors for Testing Week  also reinforced the message that \u201cpositives\u201d should receive more  attention than \u201cnegatives\u201d. (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R29\">Ministry of Health 2007<\/a>).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN6\">7<\/a><\/sup> As we discuss below, the prioritizing of \u201cpositives\u201d over \u201cnegatives\u201d  has significant and probably unintended consequences for individual  Malawians considering testing.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P29\">Despite  the confident statements above, behind the scenes there is less robust  certainty that testing should be a top priority for containing the  epidemic. Within the research community there is no consensus on whether  knowing one\u2019s serostatus changes risk behavior for the better: (for  reviews, see <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R4\">Auerbach et al. 2005<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/17761565\">Obermeyer and Osborn 2007<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/18284041\">Yeatman 2007<\/a>). Responding to an article in <em>The Lancet<\/em> that called for universal testing in developing countries (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R9\">Bunnell and Chrutich 2008<\/a>), James Shelton concludes that the effects of VCT on sexual behavior have been modest (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R37\">Shelton 2008<\/a>).  There is also a vigorous debate at the international level over the  modalities of testing: should it be initiated by providers as a routine  part of health care or should it continue to be initiated by the  individual? Those who advocate routine testing emphasize the importance  of testing as a gateway to treatment for those who are positive, whereas  those who oppose routine testing argue that it would overwhelm  already-strained health facilities in poor countries, that it could  intensify stigma and violence (again, a speculation that focuses on the  positives), and that it violates a human right \u201cnot to know\u2019 one\u2019s  status (for a review, see <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R6\">Bass 2006<\/a>; for the social consequences of routine opt-out testing in Malawi, see <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/19375208\">Angotti et al. 2009<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P30\">In  contrast to these debates in the international community, among policy  makers in Malawi there seems to have been little controversy about the  benefits of testing. The only hint of ambivalence about the value of  testing that we have found are rumors that circulated among stakeholders  that those who had learned from testing that they were positive were  then retaliating by deliberately infecting others; the National AIDS  Commission and UNICEF-Malawi took this possibility seriously enough to  commission a study (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R15\">Dzilankhulani et al 2005<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R30\">Morah 2007<\/a><sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN7\">8<\/a><\/sup>).<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S3\">\n<div id=\"S3titletitle\">\n<div><strong>3. Data<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S3content\">\n<div id=\"P31\">In  1997 Watkins and several colleagues began a longitudinal research  project, the Malawi Diffusion and Ideational Change Project (MDICP), on  the role of social networks in influencing responses to the AIDS  epidemic in rural Malawi. After the first wave of the core survey in  1998, the researchers had a great deal of quantitative data about the  composition and structure of the social networks in which rural  Malawians talked about AIDS. They had not, however, learned much about  the content of the social conversations &#8211; what people said to each other  about AIDS or their strategies for avoiding infection and death \u2014 and  semi-structured interviews conducted in 1999 to address these questions  were disappointing. The researchers thus improvised. They asked several  high school graduates who had worked as short-term survey interviewers  for the MDICP and who lived in or near the sample villages to be  participant-observers as they went about their daily routines. If they  overheard anything concerning AIDS they were to make mental notes of  what people said and did, and then write their recollections in  commonplace school notebooks that evening or soon thereafter. It was  emphasized that they were not to interview, but rather just to listen to  the talk going on around them. Approximately one-third of the  interactions recounted in the journals took place in public places such  as markets or child health clinics, one third while in transit, on foot,  by bus or by bicycle, and one-third in other locations.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN8\">9<\/a><\/sup><\/div>\n<div id=\"P32\">More  than 900 journals, covering thousands of conversations, have been  written by a total of 22 field assistants since 1999 and subsequently  typed and coded.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN9\">10<\/a><\/sup> The field assistants\u2019 close networks, the ones in which they routinely  spend most time, are homophilous in terms of social characteristics, as  are close networks elsewhere (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R28\">McPherson et al. 2001<\/a>),  but many of the conversations they overhear have a very diverse cast of  characters. For example, the most prolific of the female field  assistants is on many committees in her community and sometimes attends  regional or national meetings of these groups; the male field assistants  often hang out in a nearby trading center, at the bus stop or at a bar.  The women write primarily about women\u2019s conversations, the men about  men\u2019s, reflecting the gendered interaction typical of the communities in  which they live (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R27\">Marshall 1970<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P33\">Nine  female field assistants and thirteen males contributed to our corpus of  texts, with three (two males, one female) contributing very frequently,  13 frequently, and six only occasionally. They write in English, a  language learned in school, and use parentheses or carets (&lt; &gt;) to  set off their explanatory comments or untranslatable expressions in the  local language. We have retained idiosyncrasies in grammar and  spelling, although on occasion we insert obviously missing words in  brackets or make minor grammatical changes in the interest of  legibility. The excerpts used here have been anonymized to remove any  identifying information, and the field assistants are given pseudonyms.  Each excerpt is dated in year, month, day format (e.g. Alice 040611).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P34\">We  have several caveats regarding this method. First, as in surveys,  semi-structured interviews, and focus groups, we cannot draw a straight  line between what people say and what they do. We believe that what  people say to each other is different from what they say to an  interviewer with a clipboard, but presentation of self is an issue in  informal as well as formal settings. Second, we only know what the field  assistants remembered and wrote down about what they heard. Third,  because we left it up to the journalists to decide what a \u201cconversation  about AIDS\u201d was, the journals include only what they considered to be  \u201cabout AIDS\u201d and of interest to us.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P35\">Field  assistants were paid for each journal, so we were alert to the  possibility of fakery. We have evaluated the journals in the light of  other information (e.g. from the survey and the semi-structured  interviews). In addition, because some of the more notorious characters  in the area appear in the journals of more than one journalist, and some  actors appear in more than one journal, we have examined internal and  cross-journalist consistency. Most convincing, however, are the internal  qualities of the journals, such as the relative absence of clich\u00e9d  situations and characters (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R18\">Kaler 2003<\/a>).  We (and other readers of the journals) are struck by their quality of  verisimilitude. While only extended excerpts from many journals could  make this point fully convincing, it is evident as one reads these  journals that only a novelist as gifted as Dickens could have created  such a variety of voices, situations, incidents, and viewpoints as have  our multiple field assistants.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S4\">\n<div id=\"S4titletitle\">\n<div>\n<ul>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#\"> Other Sections?<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>4. Analysis<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S4content\">\n<div id=\"P36\">To  take on the complex task of quantifying uncertainty and ambivalence, we  tallied all references to HIV testing in the coded journals and then  coded these for descriptions of testing in either positive or negative  terms.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN10\">11<\/a><\/sup> Non-judgemental remarks (such as \u201cI heard there is testing at XYZ  clinic\u201d) were not included. References were included in the category of  goodness-of-testing if they met one of the following criteria:<\/p>\n<div>\n<ul>\n<li>A general statement (e.g. \u201cIt is good to have an HIV test before one marries\u201d).<\/li>\n<li>A statement of the speaker\u2019s intention or desire to be tested.<\/li>\n<li>An  account of a third party who was tested, with a good outcome for that  third party, whether the result of the test was positive or negative.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P40\">References were included in the category of badness-of-testing if they met one of the following criteria:<\/p>\n<div>\n<ul>\n<li>A general statement (e.g. \u201cAnyone who goes for an HIV test is asking for trouble.\u201d)<\/li>\n<li>A statement of the speaker\u2019s intention or desire not to be tested.<\/li>\n<li>An account of a third party who was tested with a bad outcome for that party, whether the test result was positive or negative.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P44\">In accounts of extended  conversations or complex interactions, each speaker was tallied only  once for each sub-category of goodness or badness expressed during the  conversation. For instance if Adam mentioned his cousin Farah, who was  relieved and happy to have gotten a negative HIV test, twice over the  course of a conversation, only the first reference to cousin Farah would  be tallied. However, if Adam mentioned cousin Farah\u2019s experience and  then later in the conversation expressed his own intention to be tested  himself before he married his fianc\u00e9e, both references would be tallied.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P45\">Of  all the references tallied from the journals covering 1999\u20132005, 37%  referred to the goodness of testing and 63% to the badness of testing.  Between 2006 and 2009, 38% referred to the goodness of testing and 62%  to the badness, suggesting that this division of attitudes towards  testing is stable over time.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P46\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T1\/\">Tables 1<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T2\/\">?and22<\/a> below present the dominant themes, obtained by coding all references  and then collapsing smaller codes into larger codes, until the point was  reached at which further collapsing would lead to excessive vagueness.  We have subdivided the table into columns for the journals from  1999\u20132005 and from 2006\u20132009, to check whether the persistence and  distribution of the themes appeared to be stable.<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\">\n<tbody>\n<tr align=\"left\" valign=\"top\">\n<td>\n<div id=\"T1\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T1\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"Table 1\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T1\/?report=thumb\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Table 1\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<\/td>\n<td>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T1\/\"><strong>Table 1<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<div>Why is HIV testing bad?<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div>\n<div>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\">\n<tbody>\n<tr align=\"left\" valign=\"top\">\n<td>\n<div id=\"T2\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T2\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" title=\"Table 2\" src=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T2\/?report=thumb\" border=\"0\" alt=\"Table 2\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<\/td>\n<td>\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T2\/\"><strong>Table 2<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<div>Why is HIV testing good?<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S5\">\n<div id=\"S5titletitle\">\n<div>\n<ul>\n<li><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#\"> Other Sections?<\/a><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<\/div>\n<div><strong>5. The badness of testing<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S5content\">\n<div id=\"P47\">What  unites the themes in the \u201cbadness of testing\u201d category is the  presumption of a positive result if one were to be tested. Confirming  this presumption by means of a test has several quite undesirable  outcomes in addition to psychological and physical deterioration and  untimely death: clinic personnel may not keep one\u2019s positive status a  secret (there would be no problem if the test confirmed that one were  negative); there is no point in testing if one already knows one\u2019s  status (which, the speaker usually implies, is certain to be positive);  and social relations will be disrupted (again, there would be no problem  if the test result was negative).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P48\">One woman lays out the options that people in her village face:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P49\">You  know the secret is that when a person\u2019s sexual behaviour is clean and  good you go for voluntary counselling and testing, you do not doubt,  hence you have all the hope that possibly the result can be on the safer  side, but when you have a sexual partner [and] a lot of sexual  relationships, you do not even think of going for the blood test for kachilombo [the HIV virus], you fear and have doubts, because you automatically know the chances are high of being positive [for] the kachilombo.<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P50\">One of her friends immediately validates the first speaker\u2019s concerns, giving her reasons for not wanting the test:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P51\">Mrs L said \u201cEee! I cannot go for the blood test for kachilombo.  Ee! I have had a lot of boyfriends, and all of them we were having  unprotected sex, so I cannot go for the test. \u2026 I fear being found  positive, and having this status, I do not think that I can have freedom  in this life, and it can be the end of the world. It is better to stay  as I am\u201d. (Daniel_06083)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P52\">The most often-cited reason  for not testing is the emotional and physical deterioration expected to  follow a positive test result.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P53\">[An  acquaintance said] \u201cGoing for HIV tests is just the same as asking God  about the date when you will die because after those tests, once you  have got that infection, you do know yourself that you are going to die  anytime, which is not good. I see that it is better to just live without  knowing anything about that\u201d (Diston_040319)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P54\">This man, like others who  speak of themselves as likely to be HIV-positive, is quite certain about  the badness of testing: he speaks with conviction that confirming one\u2019s  belief that one is HIV-positive will create lethal levels of anxiety,  worry and fear, thus hastening inevitable death from AIDS. Other  speakers are more ambivalent, such as the man quoted below who both  wants and does not want to know his status:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P55\">Life  is very important and enjoyable thing therefore it is not good to spoil  it. What I am worrying about is that I don\u2019t know that I am free from  it [HIV] and I am positive. I am worried because I had many sexual  partners and I have slept with many women from different areas. I was  thinking of going to the hospital for the blood test, but I am afraid.  It can happen that I am HIV positive therefore I can commit suicide. I  can use any chemical to spoil [end] my life [rather] than being a  chronically ill patient for a long time like that woman I saw at the  hospital. I don\u2019t want my parents and my wife busy looking after me for a  long time when I will be on bed rest. (Alice_020710)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P56\">Other journal excerpts  describe uncertainty about testing within communities: some individuals  may claim to be certain that testing is bad, but others say that it is  good. Below a field assistant\u2019s wife recounts a conversation among  female relatives on the merits of testing:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P57\">My  wife said that N. and Abiti M. said that it is not good to have VCT  because you don\u2019t live happily as you do know that you are going to die  of that AIDS anytime, and she said that sister H. said that it is good  because you are told the truth about your health status and that she  will go for VCT herself, and there\u2019s nothing wrong with VCT because when  you are found either HIV positive or negative, you are given some  advice about how you can live longer, and that when you are found HIV  positive they do tell you that that is not the end of your life and tell  you about how you can live so that you take a longer time before you  die and that it still pains when you have been found HIV positive  because you do really know that you are going to suffer anytime and that  it is only good when you are found that you don\u2019t have that disease.  (Diston_041115_1)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P58\">Many speakers assume that  testing will only confirm what they feel already to be true: that they  are HIV-positive. Suicide is the ultimate manifestation of the anxieties  and worries provoked by a positive test result. Although the journals  contain only two mentions of actual suicide attempts by people who have  tested positive for HIV, the possibility of suicide is repeatedly  invoked in conversation.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P59\">One woman tells a journalist that she cannot live with the knowledge that she has HIV:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P60\">{She]  said that testing for AIDS is a great mistake that she cannot do,  because once she is found with HIV she will get worried and sad, so that  she cannot live longer, but she can shorten her life by committing  suicide in order to forget everything and avoid giving other people a  job of caring for her when she is sick. \u2026It is better for her to live  ignorant, without knowing the truth for she will live happy without  worrying about anything (Patuma_060625)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P61\">Another young man, explaining  his refusal to get tested, claims that he would rather suffer from AIDS  without knowing the cause of his symptoms than be told that he is  HIV-positive:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P62\">Don\u2019t  you know that it is dangerous to get tested in your life? Like myself, I  cannot go for testing. \u2026 I cannot do that because I know I can commit  suicide. \u2026 If I don\u2019t know that I have HIV, I will be just living [and]  if I begin suffering from AIDS I will still not know that this is AIDS.  But if my relatives take me to the hospital and tell me that I have  AIDS, I will ask them to buy [pesticide] for me to drink and die.  (Alice_080725)<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN14\">15<\/a><\/sup><\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P63\">The benefits of testing  touted in official media and repeated in conversation \u2013 such as  counseling and antiretrovirals \u2013 are balanced against the presumed  consequences for future life and happiness. This calculus, however, is  premised on the presumption that positive diagnosis is the most likely  outcome of a test.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P64\">If all we  knew about HIV prevalence came from the stories about testing which  circulate in these rural communities we would assume that nearly  everyone in Malawi is HIV-positive. The majority of the stories about  people who get tested end with the subject of the story receiving a  positive result, and sickness and death (whether self-inflicted or not)  following in rapid succession. In the excerpt below a journalist is at a  local sporting event when one of the spectators, described by the  journalist as a chief, tells the others that he has to leave the game  early, because he must go to a funeral in his village for a woman who  has died of AIDS. In the chief\u2019s account the HIV test is the immediate  precursor to rapid decline and death.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P65\">She  [the woman who died] has died [of] AIDS related diseases. \u2026 First she  was diagnosed with TB and she was treated. After she got cured things  did not really improve for her. She stayed [healthy] only half a year \u2026  then later things started to worsen again for her when she just started  losing weight again but without any diagnosed disease. She went back to  the hospital for a TB test again, they found out that it was negative.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P66\">Later  on she decided to have a blood test for HIV\/AIDS where it was found  that she was HIV positive. Then from that time she has been suffering  different kinds of diseases, today one and tomorrow another disease  again, ranging from malaria, colds, open bowels, rashes on the skin,  some swellings on the body and even open sores. People were still trying  to give her different African medicine just for the sake of lessening  the pain but it was not helping anything. Things were changing from bad  to worse, to the extent that she was not moving and if she want to go  out of the house she had to be carried, until she has passed away this  afternoon. (Chikondi_050212)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P67\">The probability of  deterioration and collapse after getting a positive test result  dominates discussions of the badness of testing; however, the themes  that did not emerge as major concerns are  also worthy of note. In particular, stigma does not feature  prominently. Some do worry about it: for example, one man, who did have a  blood test, claimed before the test that if the results were positive  he would change his name and go to live permanently in the large urban  centre of Lilongwe, never returning to his home village (Patuma_050413).  Another man said he would be isolated by his friends and unsuccessful  with women:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P68\">Once  people know that [a person] is HIV positive, they will stop chatting  with him. He continued saying that he will fail to drink beer with his  friends for they will isolate him and that all the girl friends he used  to have sex with him will run away from him. (Patuma_050303)<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN15\">16<\/a><\/sup><\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P69\">These statements are  credible and moving. Yet across all the journals analyzed here only 9%  say that not wanting relationships with other people to deteriorate is a  deterrent to taking the test, contradicting the assumption in the  literature that stigma is a powerful counter-incentive to testing and  that testing must be \u201cde-stigmatized\u201d if it is to be successful.  Moreover, we find little evidence in the journals of actual  discriminatory behavior towards people with AIDS. The journals do not  describe a caste of social pariahs with AIDS, and in fact contain many  examples of normal social interaction with people who are known or  suspected to be HIV positive; another project interviewed caretakers of  people with symptoms of AIDS and found that neighbors visited to cheer  up the patient and the caretaker (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15385234\">Chimwaza and Watkins 2004<\/a>).  Friends do advise one another not to have sex with so-and-so because,  for example, a previous partner died of AIDS, but we consider this to be  practical advice rather than an expression of revulsion.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S6\">\n<div id=\"S6titletitle\">\n<div><strong>6. The goodness of testing<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S6content\">\n<div id=\"P70\">The  goodness-of-testing themes echo the messages in favor of VCT as  articulated at the global level and disseminated in Malawi. These themes  appear in radio and newspaper accounts of speeches by health  professionals or representatives of NGOs and are delivered in person by  paid health workers, often through \u201chealthy talks\u201d given at the maternal  and child health clinics. Virtually all who speak on the topic in the  journals say that following a positive result one must \u201clive  positively\u201d: do not worry; eat a balanced diet (especially vegetables);  get exercise and continue working; do not have sex without a condom  because if your partner is also infected you would be \u201cadding viruses\u201d  to your body, which will hasten death. This is also accompanied by  references to treatment. It is understood that the medicine is not a  cure, but one will live longer, whether for only a few years or for as  many as 10 or 20.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P71\">This  emphasis on \u201cpositive living\u201d presumes, as did the majority of the  \u201cbadness of testing results\u201d, that the most likely outcome of a test is a  positive result. Between 1999 and 2005, 33% of goodness-of-testing  comments referred to treatment, which implies a positive test result,  while only 9% articulated the possibility of a negative test result.  However in the later diaries the possibility of testing negative becomes  more prominent, as 23% of comments refer to preserving one\u2019s negative  status as a reason to test, an indication that perceptions of VCT may be  changing.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P72\">One woman reassures  her friend that she did the right thing by getting tested, unlike other  people who refuse to acknowledge the likelihood that they have HIV:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P73\">\u201cMy  sister, it is better for you because you know in your body there is  that virus. \u2026 Had it been that you were living without going to the VCT  clinic, you could have already died. Now you should thank God for giving  you the idea of going to the VCT centre, that is why you are alive up  to this date\u201d. [The woman who was tested] said \u201cWhat you are saying is  true. My late husband was afraid to go for the blood test, and I do  think that\u2019s why he died. I advise my children to go for blood testing,  so that they should know how they are [know their serostatus] before  they start to suffer from AIDS. I know that it\u2019s better for a person to  go for blood testing before he or she starts to suffer from it\u201d.  (Anna_061108)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P74\">Another conversation,  recorded in the same month, reveals more ambivalence about the goodness  of testing, as one man promotes testing as a way to access treatment  while his friend remains skeptical:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P75\">\u201cI  tell you, a lot of people have been saved by going to the VCT centres,  they are having a better life now than the time they didn\u2019t go for a  test.\u201d<\/div>\n<div id=\"P76\">\u201cWhat do you mean,  brother? \u2026 Once you have been found with AIDS what you have to know is  that you are dead and no doubt about that,\u201d emphasized B.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P77\">\u201cYou  know what B, being positive does not mean you will die tomorrow or  today, no! It is not the end of your life, once you have been found  positive with these people, what they do is that they examine your  health and if you are okay you start taking ARVs. So you see \u2026[in  comparison] with someone who has not yet tested and does not know his or  her status in terms of HIV, the one tested is on the better side\u201d,  explained A.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P78\">\u201cStill, I prefer  not being tested, it\u2019s not good to know your blood status \u2026 Once you  have been found with AIDS \u2026 you cannot have peace of mind at all and I  can give you examples of that, of people who have been tested and found  positive are the ones who die faster than it could have been if they  were not tested,\u201d challenged B.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P79\">\u201cBrother,  the point is that when you have been tested and found positive, you  start taking ARV medicine so \u2026 you can see how advantaged this person  [who has tested] will be\u201d, [said A]. (Trueman_061102)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P80\">The prevailing assumption in  the conversation above, that HIV tests always produce positive results,  may be bolstered in part because VCT counselors are perceived to devote  more attention to those who receive positive test results, so that  proportionally more of their time is taken up with people who learn that  they have HIV. This difference between the positives and negatives is  evident in the following excerpt, in which a young man is talking about  going with a friend to be tested: the friend was positive, he himself  was negative.<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P81\">[He]  laughed and said that when the results were out at the same day within a  short period of time [his] friend was found positive and him negative  and they were all given advices. He said that the advice his friend was  given was that he should make sure to be courage for a lot of people are  living positive but still they live happily and still their lives goes  on for having the positive is not the end of life and he was also  advised to go and be eating well balanced diet including vegetables and  abstain still if not he may be using the condoms when sleeping with  sexual partners. [He] went on saying that [his friend] was thanked by  the doctor for taking such a great challenge of visiting there at Macro  in Blantyre to have the blood status and happy that he had known his  body status and he can now live further by protecting himself from  avoiding plain sex, smoking and drinking beer and avoid over working.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P82\">\u2026.[He]  said that he [himself, who tested negative] was not given much advice  but he was only told to continue caring himself, avoid doing plain sex  and always have the prospective goal in his life and make sure to  fulfill that by taking care for himself because AIDS is still looking  for the negative ones and if not careful he may found having it either  by careless like sharing the needle or razor blade, teeth brush with  someone having the virus and cut himself\/herself and you use it and cut  yourself too or chose to have plain sex than using the condom. (Simon  040203)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P83\">In the following excerpt, we  again see the language of media messages, but this time, and  untypically, not to justify testing but to justify the disclosure of  HIV-positive test results at funerals. The speaker takes the position  that testing is a good thing, as it will lead to more disclosures at  funerals of the cause of death, serving as a warning to other people to  mend their ways. She buttresses her argument with reference to the  media-disseminated government line on the goodness of testing and the  importance of openness about serostatus. Again, her argument implies  that a positive result is the most likely outcome of testing:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P84\">A.  told them that she had gone to the Kalembo Health Centre and that she  saw a team of some people who were also doing the same work of taking  blood tests. When A. said this, Abiti F said that those people who are  taking the blood tests are doing well because everybody will know that  he or she has got AIDS and that Bingu (Malawi president) has said that  there should be transparency in saying the truth about what one is  suffering from and [when someone] has died of AIDS they have to be  saying that he\/she has died of AIDS, and \u2026 they don\u2019t have to be hiding  the truth about that. (Diston_041115_1)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P85\">While it is not  surprising that respondents in a formal interview setting would repeat  messages from media campaigns, it is more noteworthy when the standard  phrases of prevention and treatment programs are used in everyday  conversations with peers.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S7\">\n<div id=\"S7titletitle\">\n<div><strong>7. When testing is on offer<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S7content\">\n<div id=\"P86\">Talk  about testing is very different from behavior when testing is actually  offered, however, rather than being hypothetical. Despite the  predominance of badness-of-testing themes in the journals, despite the  fears of psychological deterioration should one test positive, despite  the depressing stories of people who got tested and died miserably, when  respondents in the 2004 MDICP survey sample were provided the  opportunity to be tested for HIV in their homes, 91% agreed (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/18927181\">Obare et al. 2008<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/19375208\">Angotti et al. 2009<\/a>).  Indeed, when the field assistants were working as temporary  interviewers they were approached by acquaintances who had not been  tested because they were not in the survey sample.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN16\">17<\/a><\/sup> Rather than hostility towards the tests, which might be expected given  the apparent connection between testing, positive results, distress and  death, the most common query was whether MDICP could come to the  speaker\u2019s village and offer tests there. One field assistant who  encountered several curious people at a sports match reported that he  was asked:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P87\">\u201cCan\u2019t  you ask for us just to have people in our village tested because I  heard last time you came to the villages people were having advance [the  advantage] of having their blood tested?\u201d<\/div>\n<div id=\"P88\">I  paused for a while and answered that those people who were those people  who were tested are the ones in our books [the records of MDICP] as I  said it\u2019s not all the people who were tested and it is impossible to  come to a certain village only to test people\u2019s blood, that will be out  of our programmes and the only thing I can advise is tell the people in  the villages to go for HIV test at the different hospitals in the  country and other VCT centres [so that] they will knew their blood  status. One of them answered \u201cI feel that a lot of people feel shy and  fear to go to the hospital for blood test, and moreover with this money  crisis no one from the village can [afford] money for transport only for  blood test I guess. As a result the disease is spreading rapidly among  us\u201d. (Chikondi_050212)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P89\">The same field assistant,  while in a shop in the local trading centre, encountered some people who  recognized him from his travels around the area on behalf of the MDICP  Survey. When they called him over he was nervous at first and concerned  that he might be subject to criticism, but relaxed when it became clear  that his interlocutors wanted to ask for more testing in their villages.  They did so by invoking the dominant themes in goodness-of-testing  messages:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P90\">\u201cBecause  before you came, \u2026 [n]obody was daring in our village to have enough  courage to go to the hospital to have his or her blood tested, for  different reasons. As a result, people [did not know] in the village  [who] is infected, hence the spread of the disease was on the rise\u201d.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P91\">I  asked him \u2026 \u201cAre you now a position to know who is infected in the  village and if so how?\u201d [He answered] \u201cfirst of all, some of the people  who were found with the disease are revealing it on their own that they  will never do any misbehaviour, since they now know their blood status  that they are positive.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P92\">\u201cAnd  those maybe those that are still not yet infected they are saying the  same things, that they have completely changed their behaviour from the  day they get their results from you, hence you can see that [testing]  will make the whole village to be clean, with all the people changed  their behaviour\u201d.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P93\">He continued  saying \u201cNext time you come you will recognize that everybody will be  willing to have his or her blood tested since they have seen the  advantage of having one\u2019s blood tested to know one\u2019s status on Edzi  (HIV\/ AIDS)\u201d. (Chikondi_041223)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"P94\">Asking for testing to be  available and actually going for a test are not necessarily congruent.  Yet the expressed interest in testing is corroborated by the very high  acceptance rates in those villages where the MDICP survey did offer HIV  tests \u2013 95.0% among females and 96.2% among males in 2004 (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/18927181\">Obare et al. 2008<\/a>: 10 [<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T2\/\">Table 2<\/a>]).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN17\">18<\/a><\/sup> What is even more relevant however, is willingness to learn the results  of the test. In the 2004 MDICP round results were not available  immediately and sometimes not for weeks; nonetheless, 69% of those  tested returned to collect their results (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R41\">Thornton 2008<\/a>:  1838). If someone genuinely did not want to know their test results it  would have been easy to not return to collect them. Indeed, returning to  find out results was more difficult than not returning, given the  opportunity costs of time spent waiting at the mobile post-counseling  sites.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P95\">The contradiction  between expressed attitudes and actual behavior with respect to testing  suggests not so much a rejection or a wholehearted embrace of testing as  it suggests ambivalence in perceptions of the badness and goodness of  testing, ambivalence that in the case of the MDICP survey\u2019s testing was  overcome.<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN18\">19<\/a><\/sup> In addition, the presumption that the results of a test are likely to  be positive contrasts with the story told by biological markers of HIV  in the villages covered by MDICP survey.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P96\">In  the survey interview that preceded the HIV test in 2004, respondents  were asked what they thought their chance was of being currently  positive as well as their expectations of infection in the future. Of  the women who reported a high likelihood that they were already HIV+,  92% were incorrect; of the men, 87% were incorrect (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/19672478\">Anglewicz and Kohler 2009<\/a>).  Of the wives who reported a high likelihood that their husband were  HIV+, 89% were inaccurate; of the husbands who reported a high  likelihood that their wife was HIV+, 91% were wrong. While 2004 MDICP  HIV testing found actual HIV prevalence to be approximately 7.0% across  all three fieldwork sites, female and male MDICP respondents in 2004  estimated an average of 42% and 38% infection, respectively. In other  words, the most likely outcome of a test was a negative result, although  one would never know that from reading what was said in conversations  on testing.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S8\">\n<div id=\"S8titletitle\">\n<div><strong>8. Discussion<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S8content\">\n<div id=\"P97\">Our  consideration of testing-talk in the journals brings out two main  themes. One is the disjuncture between official expressions of the  unqualified goodness of testing and local expressions of ambivalence and  uncertainty, the other is the widespread presumption of a positive  result as the outcome of testing.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P98\">Why  do people expect that if they are tested they will learn they are  positive? We believe there are two explanations. First, the advocates of  testing assume, explicitly or implicitly, that it is the positives, not  the negatives, who will benefit from testing. Second, and we think most  important, is that most people vastly overestimate the transmissibility  of HIV, and hence the likelihood that they themselves are infected. We  discuss each in turn.<\/div>\n<div id=\"S9\">\n<div>The discourse of VCT advocacy<\/div>\n<div id=\"P99\">Advocates  promote VCT for everyone, infected and uninfected. Yet by using the  phrase \u201clive positively\u201d in public campaigns such as Malawi\u2019s Testing  Week, they signal that they are talking to the infected. Moreover, when  advocates argue that testing is important for prevention, they are also  signaling that VCT is particularly important for the infected, that it  is their sexual behavior that is relevant. This emphasis on the  relatively rare positive diagnoses resulting from testing reinforces the  common belief that HIV is not only ubiquitous but also inevitable for  anyone who has ever had sexual contact with an infected person.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S10\">\n<div>Overestimation of the transmissibility of HIV<\/div>\n<div id=\"P100\">MDICP  survey respondents were asked what they knew about the epidemiology of  HIV. Since the first survey round in 1998 virtually all knew that a  healthy person could be HIV-positive and that HIV was sexually  transmitted (for women the main concern was that they would get AIDS  from their spouse, for men their main concern was infection from an  extramarital partner [<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15550312\">Smith and Watkins 2005<\/a>]).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P101\">Yet  in response to a question that was meant to get at their understanding  of HIV transmission probabilities, most were wrong. When asked what the  likelihood of infection was due to a single act of unprotected  intercourse with an infected person, 97% of males and 95% of females  said this likelihood was \u201ccertain\u201d or \u201chighly likely.\u201d (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/19672478\">Anglewicz and Kohler 2009<\/a>).  Actual transmission probabilities per sexual act, of course, are far  lower. A recent meta-analysis of epidemiological studies that estimated  transmission probabilities per act of unprotected intercourse with an  HIV-positive partner found that for low-income countries the likelihood  was well below a 1 percent chance per act (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R8\">Boily et al. 2009<\/a>).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN19\">20<\/a><\/sup> The overestimation is not unique to Malawi \u2014 it was also found in a study of Canadian college students (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/14755044\">Knauper and Kornik 2004<\/a>) and elsewhere in sub-Saharan Africa (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15117300\">Fylkesnes and Siziya 2004<\/a>).  Nor is it surprising, since the template for understanding HIV is based  on other sexually transmitted infections for which transmission is  orders of magnitude higher, such as gonorrhea (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R36\">Santow, Bracher, and Watkins 2008<\/a>).<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S11\">\n<div id=\"S11titletitle\">\n<div><strong>9. Conclusion<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"S11content\">\n<div id=\"P102\">Rural  Malawians\u2019 uncertainty about testing for HIV is in stark contrast to  the public certitude of those who determine policy internationally and  in Malawi. Policy documents are unambiguous in declaring that testing is  a good thing: knowing one\u2019s HIV status is said to enhance the ability  of people to protect others from infection, to protect themselves from  further infection through \u201cmixing viruses\u201d, to living positively, and as  a gateway to treatment. But for many rural people testing is fraught  with danger. Some, of course, believe that they are negative \u2014 they know  what risky sex is, they may have never had even one act of risky sex,  and they have good reason to believe their partner is negative also. For  these testing would be uncomplicated were it not for the costs of time  and travel to reach a health facility that offers testing. Others  consider their own behavior and the behavior of their partner, and  conclude that they must already be on the road to AIDS. For them the  prospect of removing any uncertainty is frightening, and reason enough  for not seeking testing (see also <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/17415040\">Sherr et al. 2007<\/a>, for Zimbabwe).<\/div>\n<div id=\"P103\">The  arrival of AIDS in rural Malawi provoked uncertainty about the  feasibility of preventing death from this stunning new disease (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15110420\">Kaler 2004a<\/a>).  Without much help from policy and programs they turned instead to their  friends, relatives, and neighbors to formulate and evaluate what might  be feasible and effective strategies of prevention (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R44\">Watkins 2004<\/a>).  By now their uncertainty is largely resolved: AIDS can in principle be  avoided, even if the effective practices are still considered very  difficult. This suggests that current ambivalence about testing may come  to be resolved as well, that rural Malawians may convince each other  that they would benefit from learning their body\u2019s status.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P104\">We  uncovered some hints that this ambivalence in the discourse about  testing may be diminishing. We decomposed all the journals into those  written between 1999 and 2005 and those written between 2006 and 2009  after testing became an actual rather than a hypothetical opportunity.  Although the predominant attitude towards testing was negative in both  periods, the proportion of participants who said that testing was good  because one could protect one\u2019s health after testing negative went from  9% of all goodness-of-testing responses to 23%. This may reflect a  gradual realization that any individual who tests is much more likely to  be negative than positive, a realization that is perhaps the result of  the increasing number of Malawians who have courageously sought testing  and found, to their surprise and delight, that they were HIV negative,  and then spread the good news to their friends, relatives and neighbors.<\/div>\n<div id=\"P105\">The  process of change might occur more rapidly were policy makers to be  more knowledgeable about and responsive to how their messages are  received by the targets of their efforts \u2014 why indeed would someone want  to have an HIV test when misconceptions about the basic epidemiology of  HIV, as well as the \u201cpositive living\u201d rhetoric of HIV advocacy,  associate VCT with learning one is positive? Why would one want to learn  that they can expect a painful death from an incurable disease, brought  upon them by their own actions or those of an intimate partner? Given  this conflation of testing and a positive HIV diagnosis, what is  remarkable is not that most people in rural Malawi do not avail  themselves of it, but that so many overcome their profound misgivings  and learn their body\u2019s status.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"__fn-groupid3444068\">\n<div id=\"__fn-groupid3444068titletitle\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"__fn-groupid3444068content\">\n<div>\n<div id=\"FN1\">This  open-access work is published under the terms of the Creative Commons  Attribution NonCommercial License 2.0 Germany, which permits use,  reproduction &amp; distribution in any medium for non-commercial  purposes, provided the original author(s) and source are given credit.  See <a href=\"http:\/\/creativecommons.org\/licenses\/by-nc\/2.0\/de\/\" target=\"pmc_ext\">http:\/\/creativecommons.org\/licenses\/by-nc\/2.0\/de\/<\/a><\/div>\n<div id=\"FN2\"><sup>3<\/sup>These  data were collected by Susan Watkins as part of the broader project of  the Malawi Research Group based at the University of Pennsylvania and  directed since 1997 by Susan Watkins, Jere Behrman, Hans-Peter Kohler,  Agnes Chimbiri and Eliya Zulu. Details of methodology, including the  advantages and disadvantages of our field journals, can be found in  [first author] 2004a:287\u2013288 and Watkins and Swidler 2009. We would also  like to thank the 22 field assistants who wrote the journals, Davie  Chitenje, who paid the assistants, and Jonathan Kandodo, who oversaw the  transformation of the handwritten journals into typed texts; Pete  Fleming and Kim Yi Dionne for overseeing the transcription, anonymyzing  and archiving of the journals; and Patrick Gerland and Nicole Angotti  for their helpful comments.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN3\"><sup>4<\/sup>In  a forthcoming dissertation, Nicole Angotti finds that ambivalence and  ambiguity characterize Malawians&#8217; responses to the international AIDS  community insistence that HIV testing regimes observe three norms of  testing: that the person to be tested must provide informed <em>consent<\/em>, that the test and its results must be <em>confidential<\/em>, and that HIV testing must include pre-test and post-test <em>counseling<\/em>.  (Angotti, N. &#8220;Testing Differences: The Implementation of Western HIV  Testing Norms in Sub-Saharan Africa,&#8221; Department of Sociology,  University of Texas-Austin, in process.)<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN4\"><sup>5<\/sup>Many of these issues have been discussed in previous papers (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R18\">Kaler 2003<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15110420\">2004a<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15260212\">2004b<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R21\">2006<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R44\">Watkins 2004<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15550312\">Smith and Watkins 2005<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/17461334\">Kohler, Behrman, and Watkins 2007<\/a>; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/17933289\">Swidler and Watkins 2007<\/a>; Reniers 2006).<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN5\"><sup>6<\/sup>We  are grateful to Milagros Vandemoortele and Davie Chitenje for copying  all articles on AIDS that were published in Malawi\u2019s two major  newspapers, <em>The Daily Times<\/em> and <em>The Nation<\/em>. The articles from the <em>Daily Times<\/em> were analyzed by Vandemoortele for a senior honors thesis in sociology at the University of Pennsylvania.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN6\"><sup>7<\/sup>A  review of real-world testing initiatives in the developing world  suggests that this is similar elsewhere: \u201cMost people who test negative  apparently get little or no counseling\u201d, which is consistent with  evidence we present below (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R37\">Shelton 2008<\/a>:274).<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN7\"><sup>8<\/sup>The  study found that the expectation that HIV positives who knew their  status were a main driver of the epidemic was unsubstantiated (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R30\">Morah 2007<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN8\"><sup>9<\/sup>In  2005, Patrick Gerland and Susan Watkins asked five of the field  ethnographers to keep a log of their conversations for seven days. The  log recorded where the conversation took place, the activity the  participants were engaged in at the time, the duration of the  conversation, and the number of participants.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN9\"><sup>10<\/sup>Exemplars of the journals are posted on the MDICP website, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.malawi.pop.upenn.edu\/\" target=\"pmc_ext\">www.malawi.pop.upenn.edu<\/a>, which also provides detail on the overall study.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN10\"><sup>11<\/sup>From  this point onwards, we use the phrases \u201cgoodness of testing\u201d and  \u201cbadness of testing\u201d rather than \u201cpositive\u201d or \u201cnegative\u201d, to avoid  confusion with seropositivity and seronegativity.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN11\"><sup>12<\/sup>We  interpret the question of trust as referring to concern that test  results will not be kept confidential. Accounts of nurses and health  assistants who gossip occur frequently in the journals, as do stories  about people who seek health care far from home because they do not want  the clinic staff to talk about them with neighbors. For instance, one  journalist reported the conversation of a group of men denigrating the  local testing facilities:<\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<div id=\"P117\">We  these days fear to go to the hospital \u2026 because our doctors these days  keep no secrets as they used to in the past. These days they are the  ones discriminating [against] patients, and \u2026 if they find a person with  HIV, instead of keeping his or her secret, they are the ones on the  forefront revealing people\u2019s secrets. We get such stories in the  drinking joints, doctors pointing fingers to patients. (Frackson_060212)<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN12\"><sup>13<\/sup>Being convinced of one\u2019s  status without being tested usually comes through the form of  \u201cautobiographical diagnosis\u201d, in which consideration of one\u2019s own past  behavior and the past behavior of sexual partners leads to the  conclusion that one must be, or must not be, HIV-positive ([first  author] 2004b; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R36\">Santow, Bracher, and Watkins 2008<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN13\"><sup>14<\/sup>\u201cLiving  positively\u201d refers to a constellation of behavior and consumption  practices, such as exercise and eating lots of protein and vegetables,  recommended for people who are HIV-positive but not yet afflicted with  AIDS. The concept of \u201cpositive living\u201d is a staple of AIDS education  activities in Malawi.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN14\"><sup>15<\/sup>The  link between positive test results and suicide is also invoked in public  education aimed at raising awareness of prevention and treatment for  HIV. In one AIDS-awareness drama a young man learns that his intended  wife is HIV-positive. His parents refuse to let her visit their home,  and she attempts suicide in despair, although her husband assures her  that he will not abandon her. The young man\u2019s father receives his  comeuppance when he too learns through testing that he has HIV, a result  of his philandering. He kills himself on stage, and his wife has a  heart attack from shock. This chain of catastrophes spiraling from a  positive test result may not inspire a desire to be tested in audience  members (Moloko 070615). In another drama, six people who test all learn  that they are positive, and three of them carry out a suicide pact.  (Moloko 060308)<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN15\"><sup>16<\/sup>See also <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R7\">BBC News 2005<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R26\">MANET 2003<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pubmed\/15764458\">Rankin et al. 2005<\/a>.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN16\"><sup>17<\/sup>It  is worth noting that no monetary or material reward was given to those  who were tested. The only possible incentive for participating in the  testing was the chance to learn one\u2019s HIV status.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN17\"><sup>18<\/sup>Refusal  rates were considerably higher in the nationally representative sample  of the Malawi Demographic and Health Survey, also conducted in 2004.  This may be in part because the 2004 round of the MDICP was the fourth  round, so respondents were familiar with the survey team.<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN18\"><sup>19<\/sup>In  2004 the MDICP conducted a field experiment to see whether modest  incentives and accessibility would overcome reluctance to learning one\u2019s  serostatus (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R41\">Thornton 2008<\/a>).  After pretest counseling, respondents could participate in a lottery.  The outcomes were vouchers, to be redeemed when results were collected.  The amounts ranging from 0 to US$3.00, with the average voucher  equivalent to a day\u2019s wage in the MDICP sites. Only 34% of those who  received a zero-valued voucher returned for their results, but the  lowest amount of incentive (approximately one-tenth of a day\u2019s wage)  doubled that share. Distance also mattered. Mobile clinics were randomly  placed, 95% of these tested living no further than 5 km. from a mobile  clinic and the average distance was 2km. Living over 1.5km from the  mobile clinic reduced attendance by 6%. At the time of the 2004 round,  the nearest fixed health facilities to the MDICP study villages were 20  to 40 km away (for a full description of the experiment, see <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R41\">Thornton 2008<\/a>).<\/div>\n<div id=\"FN19\"><sup>20<\/sup>Female-to-male transmission was 0.38 percent per act; male-to-female transmission was 0.30 percent per act (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R8\">Boily et al. 2009<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/table\/T1\/\">Table 1<\/a>:120).<sup><a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#FN19\">20<\/a><\/sup> Transmission probabilities are higher in some circumstances, such as  the presence of sexually transmitted infections (especially genital  ulcer disease), lack of male circumcision, and exposure to commercial  sex work. When these were taken into account there was no statistically  significant difference in the risk of infection of males and females.  Even when such factors act in combination, the probabilities of  transmission are still far lower than most other sexually transmitted  infections (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov\/pmc\/articles\/PMC3090147\/?tool=pmcentrez#R36\">Santow, Bracher, and Watkins 2008<\/a>).<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"__ref-listid3465368\">\n<div id=\"__ref-listid3465368titletitle\">\n<div><strong>References<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"__ref-listid3465368content\">\n<div>\n<div id=\"reference-list\">\n<ul>\n<li id=\"R1\">Anglewicz  P, Kohler HP. Overestimating HIV infection: The construction and  accuracy of subjective probabilities of HIV infection in rural Malawi. Demographic Research. 2009;20(6):65\u201396. 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